God Always picks on me!!

God always picks on me... do I sincerely feel that way?no, not really, but it gives me some kind of strange satisfaction to have someone ("God") to blame for everything going wrong in my life. I know it sounds very immature , but really it takes a lot of pressure off. I feel like I am the victim of someone else's mistake and not the wrong doer myself. I do not always succumb to this method, but there are times when even after days of speculation I am unable to clearly see what my mistake was in my whole situation.

Let me demonstrate, Start by saying to yourself "anyway ,how many of us can say that their success is fully attributed to their hard work ? There is a lot of hardwork and a little magic.. and some people just have to wait forever for that magic to happen and I am just one if them".....(see how it works?:))

Back to the "god picks on me" method of problem solving or problem avoiding so to speak, the flaw in it is that it does not last long. It is an ephemeral sense of satisfaction (i wanted to use that word since my GRE times.. finally..!).Your head keeps yelling , "who are you kidding??" , I hate it when that happens.

okay, so this is not something I would recommend you try at home, 'cause who are we kidding, this doesn't lead you anywhere. My school teacher once told me something about ostriches. She said that Ostriches stick their heads into the ground when an enemy comes attacking, it believes that if the enemy can't see me I can't see my enemy. May be it works , for the ostrich for a while.. but eventually you have to open your eyes and well .. do something instead of blaming someone else .. duhh..! :)